When I was 18 years old I had a crush on this guy with whom I started having casual sex. We were both physically very into each other. We started by having just a few encounters but stipulating since the beginning that there with be no commitment, although we didn't really knew what that meant. I told him I was gay, because that was the way I always felt since I could remember. Him, however, considered himself straight.
That did not make sense in my head, at all. How could a guy have sex with me and not be gay? "Does because I am having sex with you does not mean I am gay", he would say. I couldn't understand it
My love for him was real, but it was not for a relationship. It was a deep affection. And it still is.
Have you ever had to deal with this?
What are your thought?
What advice would you give this person?
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