HEAVEN 4 ALL

For some STRANGE reason
today I felt it was VITATLLY important to put a message out
there that provided the comforting oasis in a chaotic world. This message I
want to resonate with EVERYONE; be it GAY or STRAIGHT…TODAY
I AM ALL ABOUT SALVATION & BELIEVING THAT HEAVEN IS 4 ALL OF US NO MATTER
WHAT OUR SEXUALITY MAY BE. 

This entry is
for the SOLE purpose of combating the others that came before
it that does NOT lift OR strengthen US as
people. We are beaten up by persons that who are NO more
powerful OR holy than we are in the name of the LORD and
it MUST cease! For some reason, I do NOT believe
that GOD intended for his word to be used in the way in
which it is. However, there is the belief that there is only ONE truth
and that one group is in possession of it. This notion is the DEEPEST root
of ALL evil that exists in this world.

The church
has FAILED YOU & US; yet we continue to carry on as if it
didn’t. HOW CAN THE PLACE THAT CONSIDERS ITSELF THE EMBODIMENT OF
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE BE THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF WHAT IT STANDS FOR? I am
of the opinion that heaven is so big that it can house everyone you meet AND it
is meant for all. I wonder why is that the rest of the society can live how
they please AND still see GOD’S face. Why is that we are seen as the ones that
will go the forbidden kingdom? Anyone with common sense should be able to
deduce that one does NOT choose his OR her
sexuality yet there is the general consensus that we. Thus our place in heaven
is but a dream…As far as I see it, HELL is an
idea created by the ego of man that says that WE are NOT
worthy of LOVE. 

NEW BEGINNINGS

As I sat in front of my computer today, I contemplated what should be the theme of today’s entry and a very good friend of mine said NEW BEGINNINGS. Obviously I thought it was a PERFECT title because it TOTALLY captured the mood N’ energy of the day…As you know by now, my friends and I go hang @ Starbucks every Saturday. We shoot the shit talking about this N’ that with socializing being the main theme. However today a special one as an old friend was was welcomed back. I got to learn more about my friends AND felt that they are on a GREAT path. Today turned out to be one of those days where time just left and we didn’t even notice…I guess we were so enthralled in conversation AND enjoying each other’s company that it didn’t matter. If this is an indication of what I can expect for our future social events, I SAY BRING THEM ON!

New Beginnings

Our hearts are dancing freely in the night

Unfolding with the possibilities

Of sharing dreams and reaching to new heights

Transforming life and choosing differently

Who is this woman standing here revealed?

Her storm has calmed and beauty fills within

Uncloaked of armor and her heavy shield

Empowered and content within her skin

Your endless light shines deep inside of me

Inspiring seeds implanted in my soul

Believe in who I am and choose to be

Your roots are strong and worth their weight in gold

New wings are offered giving us our flight

Our hearts are dancing freely in the night

THE WAY...

The molds of MAN/WOMAN, MALE/FEMALE, and MASCULINE FEMININE do not fit everyone. They certainly don't fit WE HOMOSEXUAL MEN. Heterosexual sex has been the dominant form of sexuality throughout society. This is mainly the case because the species could only reproduce itself through SEX that occurs between a man AND a woman. I find it amazing how the word SEX conjures up images that are solely male AND female. Despite this notion, the GAY MAN is part human, part sexual being AND the evolution of SEXUALITY. THERE IS NOTHING IN THE SEXUAL REALM THAT CAN COMPARE TO THE WAY GAY MEN HAVE SEX! When we submit to anal sex, it is suffice to say that we are NEVER the same. HOW CAN WE BE? Though this form of sexuality is seen as a distracting element from the practical tasks of a man’s work (REPRODUCTION), it cannot be denied. Society needs to accept that if a man prefers to penetrate another man rather than a woman that he is merely exploring the part of himself that is TRUE. There is a certain kind of freedom in man on man SEX. Within society female AND male, gay AND straight are opposites. However within the world of a GAY man such a notion does NOT exist. The reason for this is simple; when a GAY man indulges himself in sexual activity he is saying this is he is who he is AND there is NOTHING wrong with him. I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT WHEN SEX HAPPENS BETWEEN TWO MEN, IT IS THE MOST AMAZING THING IN THE WORLD. It is @ this time that they are both giving all the energy AND power they can generate. Sexuality courses through them AND it is channeled, thrown back into the universe. NO ONE can deny that when MEN explore each other that they turn up the voltage on sexuality AND make it explode. Whether you are a STRICT TOP, VERSATILE TOP, FULLY VERSATILE, VERSATILE BOTTOM OR STRICT BOTTOM it does not matter; the only thing that is important is that a GAY man enjoys himself sexually…THOUGH MANY SOCIETAL FACTORS FACILITATE HOW GAY MEN DEVELOP THEIR SEXUALITY, THE ONE THING EVERYONE HAS TO ACKNOWLEDGE IS THAT IT HAPPENS WHETHER ONE FEELS IT SHOULD OR NOT.

4 U (LIGHTING YOUR WAY)

THIS IS 4 ALL MY GAY MEN & WOMEN THAT CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THEIR WAY...BE IT THEIR SEXUALITY, HIV~AIDS OR LONELINESS...I PRAY 4 YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY GOD SENDS & I SINCERELY HOPE YOU GET THE ANSWERS THAT ELUDE YOU. I OFTEN ASK WHY OH WHY BUT I TOO CAN'T FIND HOW LIFE IS SO FRAGILE; I GUESS ONE NEEDS TO NIMBLE & NOT SPEND TOO MUCH TIME TRYING TO ENTICE THE THINGS THAT CANNOT TAKE THEM BEYOND WHO & WHAT THEY ARE...SO I THOUGHT THIS SONG WOULD HELP YOU, GOD KNOWS IT MADE ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT WHO I AM AS A MAN...

Lighting Your Way

by justageorgiaguy

If I was one thing, I'd be a candle

Lighting the way so you can handle

Your life easier without woes

Not having to fight with your foes.

I'd help keep you from stumbling over

Things blocking your path to an open door.

If I light your path, life is easier,

Even strong winds, my light will not deter.

No matter what, I'm here for you

To cheer you up when you are blue.

Do not fret when times get tough,

If things look down or kind of rough.

Just remember, I'm always here,

In your heart, close and near.

I will help you out in every way,

Happiness and love in your heart will stay.

Don't blow me out, that's one request

Unless it's me you do detest.

I do not try to hurt anyone

That isn't good or any fun.

But one day you may leave me behind

You may no longer need my light to shine.

If that day comes, go on your way

And I will hope to see you again one day.

If one day, I don't appear,

Do not worry, do not fear

I may be gone, but in your heart

The light I gave you did not depart.

It will be there forever and a day

To always bring happiness and light your way.

Farewell for now, I'm needed elsewhere

If your path grows dark, in your heart, I'm there.

So I'm really not gone, just not seen,

I would not leave, I'm not that mean.

Only one simple request that I must say,

Please, never forget those who lit your way.

THE "GAME"

What do I know?

What do we really know?

And who knows what men know

No more no less

No stress,

Jus’…

And know who women knows

I know the more I know

The less I know

But men know

Nothing about women

The mere fact they think they do

Is a low blow

Talk about life

And how truth is fiction

I don't know about you

But to be honest to be true

If only they knew

Not to misconstrue

The real reality

That fiction is more true than true

And we embrace such human nature;

A nature that is inhuman

Jus’ lost in darkness

That runs away and in onto itself

Talk about a nightmare of wealth

The downward spiral into self…

Thinking he is something that he is NOT!

Living in a no-mans land

A lie without end

Just an empty life

Filled with everything AND nothing!

Jus’ voices in the dark

Dancing with the shadows

Of a LOVE that could be…

A series of HIS-STORIES

Inside out

That are finished before HE began

A life that never sees the glory of the sun

They just run and run

As I sit on the fence

Laughing @ his defense

As HE tries to make sense of THE GAME he plays…

© tgk

DAVEY: PART DEUX (THE LAST STAND)

Most of us understand that when we judge someone, or someone judges us, it is a negative emotional experience. As a result, we naturally want to avoid being judgmental, I find this confusing because this means that I have to suppress energy that could actually be offering guidance. Being the consciousness LIGHT FORCE that I am, I have NO choice but to offer options that seek to explore AND heal oneself. I get that judgments close us down instead of opening us up; but that’s not my intension. For a VERY important person in my life I feel that I should speak up for her because everyone else is simply talking about her AND not seeking to be apart of the solution…So to my friend, I just want you let yourself go AND move towards your divinity. You are the ONLY entity that can FREE you of yourself AND the internal strife that you carry. I want you to LOVE yourself above ALL else. This calls for you LET GO of the past, for you cannot move into the future if you don’t. When I am near you, I sense that you have so many regrets…just LET GO of them, if you don’t you will NEVER be happy. The problems that you face will NEVER give you any solutions OR move you towards YOUR truth. I get that you are going through a difficult time, but I am your friend and I want you to know that I am here for you. You’ve been @ your lowest for far too long AND I seek to carry your burden… Let me tap into your inner guidance, for it will be hard for you to get through the tough times. It saddens me to know that you get self-conscious about having a tough time, yet you do not acknowledge it…I KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT EVERYONE’S CUP OF TEA; GOOD WHO NEEDS TO BE ANYWAYS? YOU ARE A WOMAN UNLIKE ANY OTHER IT IS HIGH TIME YOU LIVE IT…IT’S LOVE VERSUS HATE, DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I WANT YOU ACKNOWLEDGE YOU, THE WOMAN, THE LOVER, THE ANIMAL & THE BEAST. ACCEPT THAT YOU ARE MORE THAN WHAT YOU GIVE TO THE WORLD, SO AFFIRM WHO YOU ARE! YOU ARE EQUAL TO THE REST OF US YOU ARE ONE THE MOST NATURAL PEOPLE I KNOW…I JUST HATE TO SEE IT END BEFORE YOU EVEN BEGIN.

MY TIDE HAS COME

TODAY IS THE DAY THAT I TAKE HOLD OF MY FUTURE & SHIFT MY PRIORITIES & FOCUS IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION; TODAY IS THE DAY THAT I TIP THE SCALES IN MY FAVOR AS THE MY TIDE COMES IN…Today I wash away the troubles AND call forth freshness into my life. For far too long I have been @ the mercy of those that sought to break AND destroy me. NOW I STAND WITH MY CHEST OPEN REVEALING A HEART THAT NEVER IS BROKEN! It’s 10 years since I have been a YES man OR that man that felt trap AND couldn’t break free…that man that saw your injustice AND felt powerless…that man that saw the psychology of YOUR deceit. The secrets that were deliberately hidden from me related closely to your lies, but I saw right through you. Your lies AND deceit sought to the increase conflict that has followed me all my life…further fueling the battle between the internal AND external view of the of world. You seem to think that my world is composed of unrealistic fantasies but this perceived reality is ALL yours. I have my head in the clouds, YES! As every man should, but make NO mistake my feet are firmly planted on the ground. Please do NOT blame for wanting to LIVE while I am alive, isn’t that what you are doing? You want me to become so besieged by deep feelings of inadequacy that I may jump into the sea AND attempt to swim towards your ship of LIES for you believe it to be superior to mine. This psychological effort on your part will NOT work on my unconscious mind because I saw you LOOONNNGGG before you saw me; I have dealt with the likes of you AND you will NOT prevail. Though I was born in an unhealthy AND brutal psyche where men like you take advantage of men like me, I am here letting you know that I am NOT my mother OR her mother AND her mother before her. This so call SOPHISTICATED system of psychological warfare is DEAD to me…LEARN IT…ACCEPT IT…DEAL WITH IT…OR NOT…THE CHOICE IS YOURS! I WILL SPEND THIS MOMENT CLEANSING MYSELF, RIDDING MYSELF OF YOU & BECOMING MORE AWARE OF ME. SO SAD THAT YOU DID NOT GET TO SEE THAT I AM GIFT FROM THE UNIVERSE, SO SAD THAT YOU WERE TOO CAUGHT UP IN TRYING TO BRING ME DOWN…SO SAD, LORD IT SO SAD! SO AS YOU CARRY ON WITH YOUR LIFE, YOU WILL REMEMBER ME…NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO SHAKE ME & IF IT TAKES FOR YOU TO SEE THE ERROR OF YOUR WAYS ON YOUR DEATH BED YOU WILL SEE THE FORGIVENESS THAT I AM NOW GIVING YOU…